Sunday, December 06, 2009

Friend or Foe

If you're not for me, then you're against me....simply put! How many of y'all have people in your life who claim to have love for you, but deep down, they despise you? No, they don't suffer from the crab syndrome, because with crabs, you know they straight up don't like you. But the folk(s) I'm referring to are the ones who do this shit undercover. At every turn they try to manipulate, use, and abuse you. But claim they got much love for you. I'm not going to mention any names, because they know who they are, and I want to let them know, that I know how they operate...One person in particular, I've been associated with for damn near 20 years now, and true enough, we have a history together. However, one would think, after growing up, you put away the childish bullshit, and move on, and upward in your life. But nah, some folks dwell in the past, and continue to try to "get you back" for past misdeeds. You're probably saying, well, why don't you remove that person outta your life, and let 'em be, but that's easier said than done. In situations like this, you have to "deal" with these people; albeit indirectly, nonetheless, you stil have to associate with 'em. I could very well be a grimey ass cat and go tit for tat, but where will that leave me? A miserable individual just like the person I'm referring to. Yeah, I call 'em miserable cause that's what they are. If you're constantly trying to shit on someone every opportunity you get, then you are one miserable soul! Yo ass need Jesus! And what's funny, this person be all up in the church playin' the role; but ain't got a lick of religion about themselves! I'm talkin bout they be all up in church, takin notes and e'rythang, then, soon as they step out the door, be on some slimy shit!

Shiiiid, just let me know what side you're on, then, that way I can deal with your ass accordingly. Don't tell me, "I wish you the best," but secretly hating my successes. Don't hate me cause I'm blessed; maybe if yo ass concentrated on yaself, you too could be blessed. But nah, ya punk ass cain't move past shit that happened a decade ago; Me, I can forgive ya ass and keep it movin...that's why I can continue to be blessed; even with all my misgivings...God knows I'm not a saint, but he also knows I've never shitted on anyone, either. The shit I do, is on me. Never affecting anyone directly. So you stay stuck on stupid, while I observe you from a distance, and peep yo maneuvers....And don't worry, I'm not gon' try to get no "get-back" and fuck up yo world, I'mma do like Canton Jones, and "I'mma stay saved."

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Long Time......

How the hell are y'all? yes, it has been quite some time since I've sat down and wrote a post, but here I am, back in full effect......so, I know you're probably asking, what the hell have I been up to? Well, how much time do you have? Shiiiid, I feel like that chic in that song, "been around the world, i-i-i-....." y'all know the song.....it's old school...but at any rate, for all of y'all that have been asking me to pick back up on my writings, well, this is exactly what I'm doing; pickin' it back up.....y'all stay tuned, I'mma fill ya'll in on the haps of the past few years.....and finally finish the Crumbs to Bicks series......in fact, I'm shoppin for a book deal as we speak....yeah, I'm trynna get paid for my life's experiences.....remember what that lil white boy said in "Hustle and Flow," every mutha fuckin' body is entitled to a verse.....well, I intend to get paid for my verses!


Y'all stay up, and stay tuned,
Peace

2